Wednesday, January 10, 2007

okay
friendster's screwed. blogger's kinda screwed too
so basically the worldwideweb is quite screwed
i was screwed two hours ago. not literally though. and im like pmsing the whole day. dont ask me why. nope, its not the time of the month. maybe i woke up at the wrong side of the bed. HAH. so cliche :/ andy say ive got small gas today. okay, which means petty. comprehend the direct chinese translation? haha. but its good to see that he feels better after talking to me. he was sad too. ohdear. two emos ): but i didnt say anything to make him feel better! hes jst weird maybe! he said talking to me jst makes him feel better even tho i did nothing! CRAZYNESS.
whatever it is, i let off my steam. whew!
but talking to cm makes me feel good, somehow. hes lame. and then, you see us getting lame together. which i suppose its a good thing. mygod, this is randomness. you see me crying and next moment, im like all sunshine agn! its called split personality. OH NO. its mood change. maybe its after 12 already. the next day! haha

haha. and so,you know where to bring me where i am sad huh jx. yes, the kindergarten. haha. weird answer i know, but its true. the kids innocence makes me feel at ease and carefree. theyre like living in their own world, regardless of how many negative things is happening ard them, they still feel happy. cus theyre pure and that pureness puts you in a stabalised, good mood. their adorable faces and actions bring you joy. nothing beats having a kid around you, really. but when theyre being mischevious. you srsly gotta watchout. cus its hell. but i dont mind this hell. its still adorable anyway. to me, at least (:

okay. im like planning what to do during the 4 months holidays. yes, i know its a tad too early but its only 2 months more!
okay.
work > get money > go SYDNEY!/
i wna take other courses outside too. any recommendations? like basic accounting(ahems, i detest accounts to the core like no one else does tho but theres definately some usage!), or a part time diploma in psychologist. or maybe go brush up my marker rendering skills in some workshop or whatever. i want it to be a PACKED, FRUITFUL 4 MONTHS HOLIDAY. yes!
im so looking forward to it. for some reason i dont know why. heh. the thought of enjoying all. makes me drool! haha. but im jst worrying if i do need to retake my subjects cus of my attendance. SCREWED. AGN! AHHHH. screams-

My Sexy Kisses!